Message of mercy

Islam is submitting to god's will in all aspect not needing you to be sinless but trying.

Say if you love Allah then follow me, (sunnah) Allah will love you and forgive your sins. For Allah is All-Forgiving, Most Merciful.”(Q Al Imran 3:31)

Indeed, in the Messenger of Allah you have an excellent example for whoever has hope in Allah and the Last Day, and remembers Allah often. (Q Al ahzab 33:21)

Say, “Obey Allah and obey the Messenger. But if you turn away, then he is only responsible for his duty1 and you are responsible for yours.2 And if you obey him, you will be ˹rightly˺ guided. The Messenger’s duty is only to deliver ˹the message˺ clearly.”(Q An Nur 24:54)

Let there be a group among you who call ˹others˺ to goodness, encourage what is good, and forbid what is evil—it is they who will be successful.. (QAL Imran 3:104)

Be a stranger of a wayfarer on earth AlBukhari 6416 Allah is more pleased with the repentance of His servant (muslim book 50 Hadith 2)

"Whoever obeys me, obeys Allah, and whoever disobeys me, disobeys Allah," (Al Bukhari book 93 Hadith 1)

Indeed, the Muslim men and Muslim women, the believing men and believing women, the obedient men and obedient women, the truthful men and truthful women, the patient men and patient women, the humble men and humble women, the charitable men and charitable women, the fasting men and fasting women, the men who guard their private parts and the women who do so, and the men who remember Allāh often and the women who do so - for them Allāh has prepared forgiveness and a great reward. (Q Al ahzab 33:35). 

Do not be hard on yourself as a new muslim